previously, i ever blogged about him but i always tend to delete as i felt bad that strangers or my friends would be reading about him and get a bad impression of him or smt...since he is family.
but today, we officially declared that we are not siblings anymore.
yay!
some who know my no-longer-considered-brother, would think he is alright, cool, nice or whatever or some other nauseating bullshit.
but, i would loveeeeeeeee to defer.
you know if he reads this, okay? whatever? (that means he secretly has been reading my blog omg whatsoever roll my eyes)
you see, he thinks i have no respect for ppl.
excuse me?
he so has no respect for others.
he only knows how to preach and think he is like super perfect butttttttttt sorry, he aint.
like who the heck gave him the right to judge me? he barely knows me. we barely talk.
he first of all only knows how to talk but does not DO what he preaches.
he is those action-bedek guys.
when my friends say that he hogs the car cause he wants to action in front of the gf, i dont defend him cause ITS TRUE.
he is bloody lazy.
walking to the lrt station makes him tired (mind you the lrt station is 5 mins away) cause he is too used to hogging the car.
and when im in town, my mum asks me to ask him for a lift home.
but i dont
cause i am thankful for my legs.
and, i know he will never give me a lift home as its prob only for his gf.
AND EXCUSE ME, its my FATHERS CAR.
and he has a problem with the way i talk.
he tends to think i love to shout at him.
when my father acidently hit me, hot milo spilled all over me. burning me.
and duh, i shouted OUCH!
and he had a problem with it.
how ridiculous?
he was like why must u always shout??
I was like 'cause its hot rite!!"
ya, he loves to find fault in everything i do.
like when hot stuff spill on you, you obv shout rite? then? laugh?
silly.
so then it got into a heated argument.
so ya, i just detest his super disgusting attitude.
he was even like "u only need me when u cry or what!"
like hello?? did i ask u to talk to me when i cry?
and its bloody insincere!
but obviously, he thinks he is always right.
its like u give money to charity..
and then one day
you go n tell the charity that they are in debt from u and tell them next time dont ask you for your money.
wtf rite?
oh well! cause he always think he rocks.
this time i ignored him when he started going on and on and went into the room and came out n shouted again (i think he got so pissed off i was like ignoring him n came out to speak his mind again. ego u know!)
my comments made to ignore him were like
"eh whats the bankers deal??"
"omg! the milo so thick!"
"who the heck is shouting so loudly!!" (and i actually looked out at the balcony window to act like as though the sound really was coming from outside)
so ya.
when he had smacking sex in the toilet of our house, did i say anything? did i go n tell my parents when they got back from the holiday? NO
i didnt tell not for him
but for his gf.
cause i bet she was super embarrassed
and plus, my parents see a halo over her head compared to the other exs
when we found condom boxes under his bed, did my mother go n confront him abt it? NO
maybe they think he is 21 and above so whatever.
but if i not wrong, my parents still think its wrong to have pre-marital sex (religion n stuff)
but i bet they wont say anything cause he sits on a throne in the house..floating on condoms probably.
i seriously need to move out of this house...this is a home that i dont at all fit in.
I DONT FIT IN TO THIS FAMILY AT ALL.
no one cares about my opinions
i am always not noticed
always ignored.
so, i need to move out.
i think im the very few who thinks that my friends know me better than my family.
i need to move far away from here.
far away from him.
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