when you are bored, you wish there is smt to do/somewhere to go.
when you have things planned (like to study or go to school), you rather be doing nothing (thus feeling bored).
i procrastinate a lot.
okay pick a module and place the notes on the table.
okay done that.prepare my highlighters.
preparing at 100 times slower than the speed of light.sit down at the table facing the wall.
stare at the apple sweets and starts chewing on one.
followed by another one.
and another two more.
and another 5 more.
oh, the sweets metal box is empty.
lecture notes still closed.
yawn.
open the book.
smile at it.
highlight here n there.
physically here. mentally in new york city.
get up from the chair.
get my hp.
check the time.
ohh! its time for a late lunch.
walks out to eat lunch.
and watch Totally Spies (goshh! im so old)
time to get to work!
wait, let me eat my two packets of oreo cookies with milk first..
and..read some magazines (i had time for both electronic n print!) and newspapers.
im just avoiding the fact that i should at least START studying.
if i don't start now, it take me like few days to start.
its a bad habit. i be lazy for a few days.
then when days before the exam, i start panicking.
esp coming this weekend, 4 hours be gone to helping others in their sch work. what abt mine!?! :( time wasted! in a way for me..
i cant study after 7pm.
nothing gets into my brain after 7pm.
so you know after 7pm, i be watching tv, eating or sleeping.
once it strikes 6pm, i be panicking n be "ONE MORE HOUR! FUCK!"
the sky is getting darker.
7pm, i close the book.
progress made today:
BAD.
i learnt the ingredients and where the apple sweets are made from though!
i wasted time writing this entry too.
but its after 7pm.
so, its excusable!
when you are bored, you wish there is smt to do/somewhere to go.