why do I keep letting myself get hurt by the same friend?

maybe i read the wrong messages.

body language, tone, facial expressions, atttidue.

i may be giving myself the wrong signals..wrong explanations

of why ppl are just a pain in the ass

or a bitch

maybe im the bitch.

i complain so much abt u to bf, friends..and even grumble to myself.

fake?

why are we so fake?

in each other company, everything seems so normal..so then.

but it just comes down to certain topics we speak of makes me want to burn you at the stake.

do u feel this way too?

why is everything a competition?

clothes, guys, school, academics, n even FUTURE.

why must u always want to be right?

what do u exactly know about regrets and reality of life?

we still hang out.

thats like fake.